I feel like I don’t fit in anywhere with other people. I have great friends, family are okay but we have our differences. Everytime there is a group conversation, I always feel like I’m just there and not involved. I don’t agree with bitching or like people saying nasty things when they are upset or taking it out on others. Everyone makes mistakes, but it’s when some don’t even see it, they see everything wrong in others and never themselves or never apologise and I just don’t get it.
I’ve always lived away, did my own thing. I’ve been home for a year now, and while I love the scenery etc and it’s nice being around everyone, I just don’t feel like myself at all. I know everyone wants me to be in my hometown, but I know deep down I want to leave and establish myself in a different area. I went through trauma in my hometown when I was younger, I’ve healed from it. But it makes me grateful for everything, and I just feel like some people just do whatever and they don’t care if they do something wrong or hurt someone. I’m planning on moving away again, I know people won’t agree but I just like being an individual. I felt myself when I lived away, it’s hard to explain. Does it sound silly? Does anyone else feel like they are either completely different from others or like they don’t fit in?
