Im 30 and my mom doesn't let me use her car to take care of my tasks?

[Uglygaypoorcoward94]

She lets my 27yr old Bro and 21 yr old sister but not me, ever. Im unemployed but can't use it to look for work or go to walk in interviews. I have no phone and she only sometimes lets me do job searches for maybe 10-15mins every now and then before she goes to bed -shes a RN. I can't go to grocery store, can't buy myself basic hygenie supplies etc. Im just stuck at home 24/7 and I dont have a dollar to my name. she's also the only one telling me im not gay despite everyone in the world calling me a fxggxt. When I tell her what Im dealing with she says you just have paranoia, delusions, auditory hallucinations, mild psychosis and severe depression and social anxiety and doesn't believe people would say this to others let alone doctors teachers strangers judges and attorneys because why would they risk their jobs over you. I feel like im being babied so hard and even if i left home i have no family or friends to turn to and would die on the streets due to poverty and neglect. I've been homeless for a week before in 2017 while in college before dropping out and people won't look me in the eyes let alone spare me any change other than a rude comment

[itsannalee]

You are 30 and don’t have a car? I mean get your own car.

[Uglygaypoorcoward94]

Read my username

[Uglygaypoorcoward94]

my brother is 27 without a car

[In_Trance]

You're 30!
Buy your own fkn car!

[Uglygaypoorcoward94]

I've had a car before, but since Noone wants to hire let alone work with me its damn near impossible to provide for myself. I've said it a million times by now Nobody wants me around. Snap out of your idiocy JC

[In_Trance]

Idiocy?
You don't have it any easier or harder than the rest of the world; but the difference is we all make it work while you're sitting back waiting for somebody to come and help you. Nobody's coming. Get your shit together. You're not a child anymore so stop acting like one

[Uglygaypoorcoward94]

Yeah Im waiting to be helped rather than being told this was my doing now live with the consequence. Easy to just say some ignorant shit online without knowing much about the person.

[In_Trance]

Get fucked! And grow tf up