Do you ever feel like your not attractive?

No one ever tells me I'm pretty or beautiful unless they're a junkie in the street.

I struggle a lot with how I look but recently I lost a lot of weight so that's really helped my confidence but I also have a big mole on my nose which everyone keeps telling I need to get it removed. I went to see the doctors about it but they've said they won't remove it as it's not cancer and not many people who do private will want to do it as it's too close to my eye and they'll want loads more money for it.

I have so many beautiful friends and family and everyone tells them how stunning they are but no one ever says anything to me and if they do it's out of pity. For example they say "oh and you like nice too Alice" straight after telling friend how beautiful they are.

I buy so many clothes just to make myself feel better about myself and I'm too scared to ask my friends there honest opinions of me. I had one friend tell me I was average and I know if I asked a male friend they'd feel uncomfortable answering.

My boyfriend isn't very good with expressing his feelings verbally and he doesn't ever really tell me I look beautiful that often. He shows me his love from his actions not words.

My mum and dad just tell me I'm beautiful because they have to.

I remember one time me and my stister in law were shopping together and as soon as she walked through the door the staff wanted to dress her and take pictures of her for social media and wouldn't stop telling her how stunning she was whilst I just stood and watched. I felt like utter shit that day but I try to be happy for others.

Whenever I tell my friends I think someone is into me they all try and play it down and tell me I'm paranoid as if no would ever like me.

I'm also really small that's another thing that I feel self conscious of too I wish I could be tall and thin like the models.

I also really like to dress vintage but recently I've stared dressing more sexy just to make others notice me.

Do you ever feel like your not attractive?
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