I care about her more than I do about anyone in the world. I'd do anything I could for her. Like, I just thought of her as a friend at first but the more we hung out, the more I realized that I really like her. In the summer, we used to hang out like every other day after she got off work and the days we didn't, we talked on the phone for hours or texted until we fell sleep. A lot of the time our hanging out was just like watching a movie while laying on my bed but they were some of the happiest times I've had for as long as I can remember.
She makes me happier than anyone else in the world and just talking to her on the phone can cheer me up if I'm having a bad day. With my past girls, when I was talking to them, I would just like zone out and be like "when will she quit talking" but with her, I listened to everything she said. I was interested. Just hearing her voice or feeling her like when she hugged me when she left was enough to put me in a good mood for the rest of the day. She's beautiful and even though I've been with girls before, there were days when I thought "eh, she looks... meh" but... I've never thought she looked bad at all. Her eyes are beautiful, she has a cute face, and she's pretty much the prettiest girl I know. She's adorable.
I thought we were really close to getting together (she wanted to hang out on my birthday as just us), but school started and we weren't able to hang out much and when I finally tried to make a move, she went on a date with someone else. I asked the day after she did (since it was just a date) but apparently she only dates one person at a time. She got mad because she thought I wasn't respecting her (she apologized right after though) and we took some time apart from each other for about two months.
We're talking again but she's got a boyfriend now and it just hurts me so much to know that they're together. I'm friends with two of their best friends and they both say that I'd be better for her and that I'd treat her better, that he's the kind of guy to get with a girl one week and dump her the next for another. I know she really likes him right now but.. I just can't see them lasting long.
We haven't hung out and we barely talk anymore but I know she still cares about me some (she got me a birthday present three months after mine) and I still love her. Them being together just hurts me so much...
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