Like the title said, I’m a girl who’s considered conventionally attractive 5’8, recently walked a fashion show and etc. It is the most loneliest and emptiest feeling ever, but I don’t know how to be vulnerable and I don’t have this rose tinted glasses when seeing guys I am attracted to and tried to find any flaws I can and am pretty emotionally disconnected. You can think a guy’s mindset in a girl’s body. The most I would do is make out with guys by lips and keep a list of them. It’s like collecting trophies on who I made out with, but I don’t portray myself slutty or cheap so it probably fucks with them thinking I’m genuine. Which I am but I get pretty bored real quickly. My honesty and genuininity might confuse them with me being vulnerable but I have never been. Currently I have like 6 guys actively messaging me, not casual wyd text but like 3 paragraphs text since I don’t respond quickly I don’t have time usually ( not to play games genuinely don’t ) taking me out on dates, and it’s genuinely not even about the money on them buying me food, but even those I friendzone some still go out of their way to treat me out, which I still take a while to respond those to.
I’m a female player but never had sex, I need mental help?
