I have a major crush on my knobbier. I moved into the neighborhood I'm living at know 4 years ago. So we go on the same bus and I see him everywhere all the time, its sorta creepy. He has always made eye contact with me and said hey, but I have been to shy to say anything back. One time I had a sleepover and we decided to go for a walk and all the neighborhood boys were out so they come us to us and start talking. We were all sitting down and my neighbor was sitting 2 people away from me. He was being a typical boy and throwing stuff at us girls. One of my friends picked it up and it was a rope and he had the other side of it and they were in like tug of war. So, my friend called me to help so I pulled the rope and yanked it from his hands. Then all of a sudden he said "fat bitch". And I am very sub conscious of everything about myself so I lost it. I couldn't hold it in and I started to cry (like a baby) And I stormed away and my friends followed my and comforted me and my best friend called one of the neighborhood boys and started screaming at my neighbor and he said he was sorry, but it didn't count be he didn't say it to my face. So after I calmed down we went back and I wouldn't look even at his direction he would skateboard one way and I would turn my head the other way, he kept trying to see my face but I didn't let him. So the next day I was walking my dog alone and the neighborhood boys were riding by on the skateboard and I saw my neighbor so I completely turned my head in the opposite direction. Then he skated next to me matching my pace and his friends slowed down but he told them to go ahead(btw my head was still turned) so he said my name once and I dint answer and he said it again and I looked and he had the most heart melting genuine smile on his face and he said "I'm sorry Sally" and he gave me his smile so I smiled and we stared laughing and then he skated off. That it just one thing he did. Last night me and my friends were over my house and we went outside to look for the boys and they were all standing there talking and one of the jerks said you whores! So my friends went and chased after him and I just stand there because I didn't feel like running. So, my neiboor skated up to me and he was like Sally! And then he was like pounded it!( he held out his fist) so I did it then he started talking to me and a the boys came over( my friends were still chasing the jerk) and on of the boys was like quick circle the weakest member of the pack. So, they all gathered abounded me and my neibor said to the kid who said gather and he was like John, she could kick your ass so back off. And they all started laughing and I was just standing there with my arms crossed being my awkward self . And my friends came back and we went home because it was past our curfew. And he always looks me in the eyes when ever he sees me and I feel like he can see through everything but my heart. I just don't know how to start to talk to him randomly. I need help! Please!
I have a crush on my neighbor.
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