Am I schizophrenic? Do I look crazy?(profile photo) please answer anyone with your opinions?

[Lovelyleonna]

So I have a new job and I'm high on a little weed right now. Looking back at the past few days I realized I really dont like the way I've been acting and it makes me physically cringe and almost feel nauseous at the way I've been when interacting with my new coworkers. I feel like I am a very high anxiety person and I act a certain uncomfortable way that makes other feel uncomfortable. Now that I'm high and I have work after having a day off I really look back and can't stand my self. I feel like quitting my job because of it! I don't want to lose these opportunities but I feel like I can't cope with this self loathing. I hate myself in hindsite. I realize this when I smoke weed. I feel embarrassed. When I look back at my day from work to hanging out with my boyfriend and his family (which ESPECIALLY makes me cringe at my behavior) i even get so upset i talk out loud (never so anyone can hear) but I'll say things like " what a fucking idiot" and "i have to break up with him" . I say these things because I feel like I have embarrassed my self so much that I need to start fresh. I literally hate myself. But I generally a happy, smiling person. Judt going along, keeping it simple. I work as a dance/school/family photographer. I'm normal to everyone else I think, I'd imagine they sense my social awkwardness but I feel like other people are awkward too. I don't know. Life makes me cringe. What should I do?

[Riggers]

I can’t remember the film, late 90s / early 00’s, the main characters business is falling apart so he’s robbing places to keep it together, and he’s cheating on his wife with some crackwhore prostitute who he pays in drugs.

You look exactly like the woman in that movie. (If anyone remembers the movie name please tell me haha).

[Lovelyleonna]

So I look like a crackwhore prostitute? That hurts

[Riggers]

You’ll get over it I’m sure

[Lovelyleonna]

You're not a nice person.

[Riggers]

Thanks for sharing

[ScholaryTeen]

So you are at the right age for symptoms to develop, maybe slightly late.
However, only a psychologist can diagnose you.
If you are worried about that, stop smoking weed. THC has some preliminary links to psychosis. They don't think it causes it, just that it makes it worse.

[henryscorpion1]

To be honest you do, and also you look like a crackhead lool, but you are cute cute eyes :)

[Lovelyleonna]

How do I look like a crackhead exactly...

[Sabretooth]

pot has been known to cause psychosis. it sounds like you're addicted, as well.

[Anonymous]

You don't look crazy, no worries