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I don't know how to feel about this man, to whome I have been liking for some years now, and found out years later. He's in love with someone else?

Ugh. Like my goal is to move on, and to stop being so hung up on this one individual. But I found out who the girl is, or feel this connection between him and this one girl who I made meditated on. And I feel that they are very much connected, both physically and emotionally. But it seems to have been an issue between her and him, she hasn't been posting as usually and he has been posting a lot more. So yeah, I have been low-key lurking. But the energy between those two seems to be very draining but very low vibrations. And I understand, that I had him long enough- and you can't just walk into somebody's life expecting them to still be interested in you when they have plenty of other options. And that is exactly what I did, I reached out to him this year 2020 when he currently wasn't chasing after me for once. His heart and mind is else where. But anyways, him and I was able to establish a friendship. Like he's still willing to connect and speak with me, so that's a A+++. And by all means he's hasn't committed himself to her nor has he committed himself to me. So really I'm not missing out on anything with him. But for some odd reason, it's like I can feel his energy and I feel how he feels about this woman. And it's bothersome to my spirit. But I also have options. I shouldn't really care about this man nor to who he is interested in. But ugh! How can I shake off these emotions? 😭😳
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And 2021 not 2020.
I don't know how to feel about this man, to whome I have been liking for some years now, and found out years later. He's in love with someone else?
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