My friend has told me about this guy one month prior to the incident. From what I've heard she hasn't had nothing serious with him besides her crushing on him. She also hasn't been that serious about him since she has multiple crushes at once.
Anyways we were invited to this house party where her crush was invited. I got pretty wasted to the point where I didn't really think of any consequences to my actions. Her crush has given me a lot of attention that day which eventually led to the two of us making out. Of course in the morning when I had finally realised what I have done I was poured with guilt. I was thinking of calling her and apologising but since she didn't speak about it at the party I thought she wasn't bothered by it since she did tell me about a girl she has been crushing on.
Of course I should have never done that and should've apologised first. But later that day we hanged out and she probably told our friend group about what I've done to which everyone reacted by ignoring and turning against me.
She compared my situation with cheating etc. I do know that what I've done isn't easily forgivable. I tried telling her my side of the story though she didn't listen. She thought I did everything on purpose got wasted so that I would be more confident in order to kiss him.
I did delete all the contacts with her crush in order to maintain our friendship but she was still mad and purposely making me feel even worse in front of others.
I do feel very guilty because she really didn't deserve the betrayal she got but I still hope I will somehow regain her trust. I know I must give her time to think things through and it's all up to her whether she's willing to forgive me or not.
