I need help pls?

I had stayed in my bed for 3 days straight because my anxiety was so much I couldn't move and then my dealer said he couldn't come to deliver weed to me so I had to the bus to him which still involved a lot of walking and I think I passed out because I woke up and a man was sitting with me and touching me and my mind is all fuzzy still I and hate myself I'm so fat and ugly and stupid I hate this
I need help pls?
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