So, I got friends with this TikTok celebrity and she’s staying with me for two weeks already.
I mentioned she used to be a fraudster and I used to work at court. So differences in our personality intrigued both of us and we got really close. I love the dynamics of our friendship and she says she has never had a friend like me before.
She cooks for me and cleans home everyday and really helps me with lots of things. Here’s the thing I am not accustomed though, all my life I’ve been attractive and always in the center of attention anywhere I went, for the first time in my life I feel like the less attractive friend.
It doesn’t do good for my confidence. Like when we go out, she looks like a literal celebrity, she’s much taller and model like as well, I do the modeling as well but I am not that perfect looking.
So everytime we go out partying I feel like the second best, yesterday 5 guys asked my number and 8 guys asked her number.
I danced and usually I am the queen of the dance floor but the cameraman liked my friend, so it’s basically her video and I am only seen here and there.
It’s uncommon and uncomfortable for me, I am used to being in the center of attention anywhere I go。
I feel like I feel less confident because of that. How do I gain back my confidence?