I was really broken and a girl was really showed concern over me and I really started to fall for her.
And I noticed that if I am strong snd girl show me compassion its one things. But if I am weak and I find a girl who really lift me. I fall for her, I mean I know its a weird but there was a girl who hugged me when I try to harm myself and when she finished all I said is can you keep hugging me and I emotionally attached to her.
The beautiful thing that I know that this girl controls me completely emotionally becuse I am very unstable, and if she was evil she could send me to the other world already but she show mercy and let me live.