I am a salvage girl?

I grew up with a single mom. My family divorced when I am 5. My childhood was anxious. They both blame each other to show me they are the innocent and the other one is the toxic. I promised my self to be single ever. I didn't believe in a relationship. I am 21 now but I am still single. my friends are engaged and also break up with guys. That makes me fill I am special and a generous girl. My high school is full or lonely also my college life is continuing like that. Still many guys ask me out but I never. Because I always try to be humble at avery situation so most men enterptate that I am a random girl and try to get advantage on that. I already know their intention but I still forced my self be calm and smile. I put others emotion before mine. I am tired but I still never got a true shoulder to cry on and get rest.

I am a salvage girl?
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