Yes I am a 'Too Good To Be True' kind of a guy and I don't like to show off nor I use and throw girls for my own good.

TheUntoldMystery


Yes I am a 'Too Good To Be True' kind of a guy and I don't like to show off nor I use and throw girls for my own good.

It hasn't been long since I grew all handsome. As a child, I always wondered what kind of a man I would become : the honest, the kind, the loyal, the perfect in every sense. To begin with, I would like to tell you that when I was young, I was a nerd and one the toppers of my class. Staying with geniuses of my class, my IQ was or maybe is very high.

So, 4 years ago, my section was changed, and there were some bullies who bullied me. I stayed quite for a long time but I had beat one up but I did beat him too badly. Then I realised how much strong I was. Then the bullies befriended me and told me that they were my backup in any fight in future. But I never considered any glory in bringing guys for me in a fight, no matter how many people were against me. I would rather beat them up or get beaten up, but no one else from my side should interfere.

Those bullies used to roam a lot in the city and sometimes they picked me up too. Little did I know they were doing this to prevent me from studying. Obviously girls outside did stare and style at me but of course none of them 'observed' it. I always used to say that looks don't matter so they didn't fell bad. But they said it is easy for me to say that. This hinted me of their jealously. Few months later, one of them started backstabbing me saying everyone in the group that I used to say rubbish for everyone else's family and then they all started ignoring me. Few weeks later they started commenting on my face 'the ugliest' whenever I entered the room, which was contradictory to the girls behaviour, they still smiled and stared at me. Too soft hearted I was, I was completely shattered and depressed seeing the people who meant the world to me doing this. I cried and cried almost everyday to myself at my home, and stayed panicked in my school every time. NO ONE bothered to ask me what was wrong, or even say a 'hi'. Things went terribly wrong for me, I literally would have gone mad. One day I challenged them all in a fight and cared for nothing else. Seeing the determination in my eyes, they left saying 'what a jerk' and never teased me.

From then on I went to complete desolation and oblivion in my brain and started thinking what wrong I had done to anyone. Too depressed I had become, no hope at all. But I couldn't live this way and then my section changed. In that section, there was a girl whom every guy admired and die-heartedly wanted to date her. She too stared at me all the time. I never talked to a girl as the moment I had to talk to one, I realised that this girl was staring at me all the time, so she would interpret me wrong. I never wanted temporary girlfriend with whom I would flush down all my frustrations by getting laid. All day long the girls used to stare at me but I wouldn't stare them back, call it anything you want, but the genuine reason was that I never wanted a short lived or friends with benefits kind of a relationship. I wanted a girl with whom I could share all my feelings. But in the time of my desolation, no one was there with me so I got too self dependent. Some people say that it was the worst betrayal the have ever seen, but it didn't matter now. What has happened, has happened ,no one can do anything about it.

Even today, the 'friends' that I have never admit that girls do stare at me, whenever we are in a group, I am in the lime light always and all the eyes are upon me but no one admits. I am a keen observer and I observe almost everything because I am gamer. I never boast about my looks, but these girls always tell me how handsome I am. Some girls me comment me as 'sexy','cute' etc when indirectly in a way of talking to their other friends. Some unbelievable incidents have also happened to me like I when I was alone standing outside of my class, because my teacher told me too lol, it was a punishment. Few minutes later that girl which every guy died to date came out for a punishment too and got stuck up to me and held me too tighly, stayed stunned as I couldn't believe what was happening and then released my self without touching my hands to her and we didn't say anything to each other, just stood there till the period got over. No one was around to witness nor I would tell anyone and no one would believe me even if told anyone. She and her friends used to shout my name and then add the word 'my hero', 'cutie' but no other guy listened. They shouted it almost twice or thrice a day for like 8 months and no other guy heard. What a coincidence!! I have my stories and morals which I don't boast off in front of petty people who consider an accidental eye contact with a girl as sign of getting laid. Guys always look down on me and sometimes when drunk or in the affect of drug, one of them said '...Include him(me) too in the photo, the smartest one among us ', which reminds of that I neither drink or smoke. My friends introduce their girlfriends to every other friend BUT me, yeah I know the reasons. Only my best friend knows I am single and no one else believes me that I am single as I stay too mysterious all the time. I have always respected each girl's feelings but never led to immature relationships which was good for me as well as for them.

Now whenever I think about myself, a lot of things which are true about me, or which show my character, become words for my praise and I feel good by myself.

Sometimes,. I just want to be in a underground sound proof cellar all by myself and shout as loud as I can 'YES I am handsome, YES I am good in studies, YES I scared off the bullies, YES I never used anybody for my own good, YES I never showed my arrogance, YES I am too good for some people, YES I have hard binding rules and morals, YES I know I am too handsome, YES I am physically strong, YES I am perfect, YES I know no one would believe me...' .. and the list goes on.

Thank you for taking your time to read it. It was my first mytake and I feel a bit opened up now.

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Yes I am a 'Too Good To Be True' kind of a guy and I don't like to show off nor I use and throw girls for my own good.
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