WWill my crush ever miss me?

[Eeeee5678jh]

Years ago he would compliment me in clever ways. He is a 40 year old coworker at my old job i recently sorta left. We could have been something i guess but im socially retarded and have extremely stupid social anxiety. Couldn't be myself with him. didn't know who I even was. Just fucked up all around.

In my memories he's this sexy dreamy individual who touches all my senses, makes me max poetic, penetrates my soul lile a tiger's gaze upon its' prey

[ProVox]

I'm betting he shares the same type of memories of you. Sometimes, knowing that you "could have been" is just as good as having been. With never having taken the leap, comes a guarantee of never parting ways with bitterness or animosity; you're only left with the happy thoughts and endless chapter's of moments of fantasy that you can write yourself in the book that is your mind. Ya know, when you're feeling all poetic and what-not.

[Eeeee5678jh]

You shall make me cry

[ProVox]

Nothing wrong with crying; tears remind you that you're still alive. 😉

[Ske95btb]

No cliches :]