He called me almost around 5am?

[Anonymous]

Ive been talking to one of my old friends.

We used to love each other. I kinda do still but I don't know about him.

Lately he has giving me mix messages and making me feel special at times.

But at the end I always talk to myself in my mind saying not to get illusions. That he loves another girl. And he does.

He used to talk to me in the beginning(because of her we started talking(she hurted him and he felt he needed to talk to someone)

Anyways he rarely talks about her now and that's because I mention her. He sounds he loves her but he is hurt.

We stopped talking for a day and yesterday around 12am I send him a message saying "Hey(:" and because he toke long I ask if he was awake.

I fell asleep around 3am something. And at 4:58am he calls. I answered sleepy but I tried not to sound sleepy cause I thought maybe he wanted to talk or something he sounded weird(just not like him) kinda sad little bit serious

I was like Hello... and he was like Hey, then he was like I just called to say goodnight.. I was like oki goodnight *his name* then he was like good night *my name*

we both said night nite to each other at the end then that's it.

I wasn't mad he woke me up. I was glad to hear about him for a momment cause I thought he forgot about me.

Does he like me? or I'm just making illusions?

[Like-To-Ice]

It sounds that there is defiantly a good connection between the two of you. I personally think from what you have said that he likes you. The question is whether you would like to take things further. If you do, why not try asking him out? The worst possibility is that he would say he doesn't want to, which he could say whatever his feelings are. If you are concerned he may have a problem with you for discussing your feelings, he doesn't deserve you. You are young, so the main thing is you are happy and comfortable with whatever happens. Just remember to take it easy and enjoy the feelings you have. All the best :)

[Asker]

I don't ask out. And even if I did and he says yes. it wouldn't work out ): We rarely see each other. Sometimes he invites me to his house and that's something I can't do. I guess I have to stop loving him. He is older than me like 20 this year. We laugh about dumb things. He really knows what to say to make my day. But the other girl has much to offer cause she is around his age and pretty much they can do anything. And she is way way beautiful than me.

[Like-To-Ice]

In that case, I'll stick to what I said about ensuring that you are happy. Give it time, keep looking, you will find the right person for you and without the difficult situation you have faced. Plus, I'm sure you are underestimating your own beauty. One more thing, learn to love the way you are and look... so that others can also appreciate it... look in a mirror and list things you like about yourself, don't consider silly little imperfections - they are only there to remind you are human.