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T's been almost 9 years. Why won't he change his behavior?

Sooo once again, I ALWAYS end up sleeping with my ex boyfriend. In hopes of thinking we will end up back together.. it's so hard walking away from a 9 years relationship.. something that he won't claim to anyone. I don't know why he keeps on telling women AND HIS BABY MOTHER, he don't talk to me. He calls me every other day. We spend time together with my sisters.. etc except, I'm Only posting him on my Facebook page. He hasn't posted us on in Facebook since 2019. Smh. I don't know what to do. Behind closed doors, he tells me he loves me, he'll marry me in the future.. after we have sex, he would disappear to go mess with other women. It's like he's playing games with me. Like he wants me to snap or something. Why won't he change his behavior? Since 2019, I've been feeling like I'm not the same anymore. I went from 170lbs -115. My hair fell out, I lost my house, car, job MULTIPLE TIMES because of him.. and when I was homeless multiple times with my daughter, he told me to go to a shelter or call my family for help. He stays in a big house. I was always the one keeping HIS lights , gas on.. I let him use my car to go to work. I was nice to him. last year, I had a job working valet in the COLD. I had to ask my sister's, cousins etc for help with transportation. He has a big house and don't want me living with him. Ever.. I feel like an idiot for sticking around for almost 10 years. 🫤Every day I find myself being ALONE. Meanwhile, his baby mother and his other women sitting back laughing at me saying , oh that's why he doesn't claim you hahaha. 🥺😩his baby mother is always with a new man. So I don't know why he keeps chasing after her. I'm on anxiety pills because of HIM.

T's been almost 9 years. Why won't he change his behavior?
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