Feeling emasculated and off?

[Anonymous]

I have been below weight for a long time now. I couldn't break 100 and then I finally got up to 118 and almost 120.
I joined wrestling and my coach had me go down to be his 106 pounder. I'm 16, a sophomore, and most junior highers are heavier than me :(
My GF weighs more than me, and I just dont feel very masculine. I'm building a lot more muscle, and I'm stronger, but I hate always feeling like the little guy.
How can i get through the rest of the season?

[TryHard]

A mass gainer might do you some good. Serious mass is what helps me get the jump I need when I stop putting on weight and want to push through. When I was 16 I weighed 115 after swimming with all my clothes on. Since I started working out at the age of 17 I have jumped up to 155. I'm 5' 7" so I'm still not a big guy but I feel much more secure then I did when I finally realized I was a very small man. You can naturally boost your testosterone with pine pollen. Use of mass gainers and keeping track of you caloric intake will work wonders. It sounds like a lot of work, and it is. It's worth it though. Never compare yourself to other people though, it's a sure fire way to become depressed. If you need any tips send me a message and I'll tell you what I know.

[Asker]

Thank you. My problem is more that I need to stay that weight, even though I feel bad aboutshelf like this

[TryHard]

That's your call completely. It's your happiness or your coaches. And you coach isn't the one going home miserable everyday. You have one life and that's it bud, I suggest taking to some time to assess your priorities. If it's wrestling, badass, if it's weight gain, also badass, make the right call for you though, not someone else.