I'm starting to get bad please help me?

FistSlaminElite
So I usually fantasize about killing and blood and stuff and it was all okay cause I talked about it with other people who know me and are okay with it cause they trust me not to do anything on it. Well lately its gotten a lot worse, I guess. I'm okay with who I am but I can't turn it off. Its so much more evident on hoe often I go to the violent conclusion my friends are starting to notice and get worried. Any music , happy, angry, sad, anything will be relevant to killing or gore someway. I just. I'm worried about the fact I'm happy with me and its just not normal.
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I'm not worried about thinking of stuff like that 24/7 . I'm worried I'm happy with myself as it is.
I'm starting to get bad please help me?
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