My upsetting transformation?

[Anonymous]

So guys about two years from today, I started at 145 lbs being a 6'1 male. Barely ate, and was called a hanger by many friends, and some family. So I started working out and gained some weight, got some shiny muscles, and being fit became a big part of my life.

However, somewhere down the line there was something inside me that screamed and told me I was still a damn hanger. I was never good enough, big enough, and still saw a scrawny guy in the mirror every time.
Yesterday going through my old pictures I came across some taken about one year ago, and another some months before that. It made me realize that those 4-5 whole pizzas and 4-5 whole animals a damn week just weren't worth it.
218 here, about 3 months ago

175, year ago

Year and 6 months ago.

I've dropped some fat since 3 months ago, I'll be back better than ever. Just wanted to let you guys know, who workout, that binge eating is not worth it. The insults motivated me, but it was also my greatest weakness.

[bryon]

My question for you and I'm am not trying to be mean. Why let others have the power over you enough to get you to do things you later regret? I don't value people's opinions that much , not more than my own anyway. If you look in the mirror and you ok with the man looking back , pizz on what anyone else thinks or says. At the end of the day it's still you looking back and that who you answer to