I’m type 2 bipolar and have been without my meds for a month?

I no longer have healthcare. I only had it because I was approved in 2023 for Medicaid from an application in 2020 (when I was laid off during the pandemic). I have been having frequent bipolar meltdowns and have called into work many days in a row. I literally can’t function in society and am ready to let everything I worked hard for, sink. I just can’t feel better nor can I see the light at the end of the tunnel.

None of my hard work pays off, I am struggling to take care of an entire house full of people seeing as I’m the only one who works (my sister and her two kids live with me, she has 7k in the bank and doesn’t help me). I just can’t do it anymore. I am ready to give my daughter to her dad and just die really. If I go to the hospital, I risk being in massive amounts of medical debt. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I’m not going to be able to pay my rent/car note. It’s all coming down. It’ll just be better if I wasn’t here anymore..
I’m type 2 bipolar and have been without my meds for a month?
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