Why was I cursed in life?

Being born with medical conditions and can’t work is hell!

I can’t even afford my hobbies! I can’t even earn tons of money without risking my benefits!!

I can’t even travel now because traveling costs so much money!!

And I have medical conditions which means i have to worry about my health every time I travel! Especially now after i got surgery and I’m just not getting better whatsoever! I am always sore.

I can’t afford anything i want without worrying about money. My dad treats me like a prisoner and always lectures me about spending money!
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I can’t even work! I can’t do anything! I can’t pay for stuff i want
Why was I cursed in life?
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