Heroin and Drink addiction? Need To Stop..........Help?

[Anonymous]

well lately I have just given up with everything love , life the lot I just get out of my head on what ever I can I try to stick to drink but now the heroin just does more and is quicker and ,gets me to a state of mind where I don't give a care in the world about anything I haven't been living normally for about the last 6 or seven months I'm high most of the time and I hate it because at first I thought I would try it because I don't have any drink but I thought I would only try it few times now I can't stop , I feel I need to be high I can't believe what I have been like when I wake up all I do is sit in the dark high listening to music then when I'm wake up I'm upset because of what my life has turned into so I take more drugs I have only been on heroin for about three weeks big time, but I don't really eat and I'm destroying my body , but I don't want to talk to anybody at a doctor or consular , I need help tho, please anybody? ,

i have a permanent headache when I'm sober from the drink and heroin so I just take more to get over I'm worried because I'm nearly 18 and life is looking dull.

[thatssotera]

In my opinion, this is a learning experience, and it will pass. There is room in this world for you, and there are a lot of people who will feel very good about themselves for having helped you, so take the help of the people who have dedicated their lives to helping people in your kind of situation. You really do need the help because it is hard enough being aware of what you are doing let alone taking care of how much food you need and everything. I believe that you are a good person, and I hope that you make it out of this okay. I know from experience that after being majorly depressed, these feelings do go away at some point, and you can become happy again, and that is exactly what I want for you. <3

[lefthand]

I was there. I quit getting high when I was twenty and my life got a whole lot better. Put it down, even though it's hard and believe that there is a lot better life waiting for you if you just put down your hobbles and walk. You honestly haven't seen anything yet even though it feels like it

Notice my age, I haven't gotten high or had a drink in 22 years and won't take it when it is offered. Getting high only gave me the illusion of peace for a little while and then it just stopped working. I wasn't using to get off, I was just using to avoid getting sick and the suck got great indeed.

If you need it, AA helps a great deal.

[Asker]

Thanks for writing all that , thanks so much

[dasouthernicon]

dude, I been there- suicide by any means, esp by od'ing is a huge mistake.. plus, it's a way the devil gets ur soul... I really hope ya get the help you need, because youhave ur whole life ahead of you, trust me... this will pass- and there's nothin wrong with admitting ya need help...

[Asker]

Thanks again

[dasouthernicon]

you need help, obviously... But I say a good place to start is some kind of rehab/treatment program... and it wouldn't hurt to get in with God... This is ur life we're tawkin bout here...

[Asker]

K, thanks I am very religious actully

[dasouthernicon]

Good- because a relationship with God- I'm not talking about "religion"... A relationship with God will lift you outta this- turn to Him, rather than the horse or the bottle. What started you on this path anyways?

[Asker]

Love depression,loneliness, and some family issues I'm not going to discuss ,and being told that your a worthless waste of money that's not got a life hasn't helped ,although its true

[dasouthernicon]

Whoa- I was in a spot like that growing up to a degree- it's really a matter of you believing the crap that those people told you. Don't believe that junk. It took me over 20 years (Ima be 32 nxt mth) for me to really be comfortable in my own skin. But what must be done on ur end is for you to start praying to god- let Him take all that way. Then, follow what He tells you to do. It worked for me...

[Asker]

Thanks I only ever pray for others ,i don't really like to pray for myself I think others deserve it more than me ,and happy birthday ,im pleased you got over your problems ,i hope I can follow you

[dasouthernicon]

Ur gonna havta get over that- because God wants to bless you too... and what I did can only be done by seeking Him, and what He will have you do with life, because smack and booze iz a killer... I mean it- if therre ever was a time to 'go 4 self'... it's now

[Asker]

I hp[e I can get out of it ,im drinking now I can't stop what you said brought m e back down and made me think but I can't help but feel the need to get out of it I abuse prescription medication as well I had the heroin earlier I'm not going to do it again today at least I feel like smashing the bottle but I can't , I don't know what to pray for ,i feel like I have betrayed God by what I have done. every time I get sober the pain and thoughts are worse , I miss people and girls

[Asker]

I miss just seeing them and admiring them I miss having friends and I know this sound odd but right now I don't care how unmanly this sounds I need a hug and a shoulder to cry on, I want love so badly but I don't think the future I want is realistic , at the moment I don't think a future is realistic everything goes backwards for me but things in my family have gone well and I thank God for that , this is the first time I have been sober in about three weeks ,apart from the fact I'm drinking now

[Asker]

But I'm not drunk yet ,thanks my friend I really honor you for taking the time to help me I hope that God will stop me before I end up killing myself by mistake , and turn my life round, thanks

[dasouthernicon]

ur welcum

[Asker]

Thanjs