Weight loss and detoxing... I feel like crap..

I have been eating extremely healthy and working out for the past 2 weeks... before I eat tons of sugary foods, was lazy and watched TV all day, ate chips, white breads and fatty greasy foods. I was not obese but heading in that direction. 130lb is normal for me I gained 40 in a year (170lbs). I am realizing food was very much my DRUG and now that I haven't had my drugs I am going through withdrawals (detoxing) I get to this point every time I try to loose weight and then I end up binging on crap food and going back to my old ways... It's not that I'm starving myself, I eat frequently and lot of balanced healthy meals, whole grains, fruits, veggies, fish, some lean meats. I am not hungry I am just so depressed and need my high... Can anyone give me some good info on detoxing (from food) some think food is not a drug, but it so is... food holds a whole different meaning to me... as a kid I would run to food to solve all my problems, not pretty enough? eat! I have no friends? eat! My boyfriend is an a**hole? Eat! These has been years and years of this habit, I am finally going to break it. But I feel so tired and sick, I just want this feeling to go away... :/
Weight loss and detoxing... I feel like crap..
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