How can I find a solution for my marriage problem?

[Harvey1996]

I know that I said a lot of things that didn’t happen in the past and I’ve been trolling all of you but this time I’m coming out clean because I’m 29 years old and I’m a Muslim guy who’s willing to get married and Muslims we get married fast because it’s for an hour religion to have sex before marriage and the thing is that I now have cancer, and I have titanium in my Jurassic area in the spine. I used to be a martial artist for third generation of Bruce Lee‘s art, which is JKD. But I didn’t reach black belt. I reached only until the blue belt, which is the second or third before the black and I’m looking for a through who will be my future son and the thing is that I’m looking for a wife now, but I’m struggling a lot because in Islam we believe in arranged marriage so everything that I said about sex previously it didn’t actually happen but this time I’m coming out clean and I’m telling you everything that this time even though I’m local guy from the UAE (EMARATI) I don’t get attracted to any girls of my nationality or that looks like them. I only get attracted to girls who look European and blonde with green eyes with curvy our glass body just like Vanessa Kirby, but with Curvier body and slender fingers just like the models so those four features are a must in my marriage, and I’m finding a very hard time to find a girl who looks like this, even though I have hazel-green eyes so where should I look for Muslim ladies who are looking in the same category of Vanessa Kirby with those three extra features that I mentioned? Curvy body (hourglass), slender long fingers (model elegant hands), blonde hair, with green eyes

Updates

3 h

That’s why I’m not asking this unanimously this time because I’m coming off clean by looking for a true or a real solution from you guys because golf girls all they have is black hair and black eyes and I hate this feature. I just don’t get attracted to it no matter what or no matter who is the girl is

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3 h

Gulf girls I mean as from gulf countries and not golf

[DishLady]

Can you summarize this in one or two statements? The big block paragraph was hard to follow. Seems like you don't HAVE a marriage "problem" (as in you're not married). You have a wife-search problem (and most of that seems visual rather than character-based, which IS the problem bc you can't find your lifetime Habibti if you can't figure out what you like besides the blonde/green-eyed detail).