I can play in the mud and I don't give a fuck if I'm being judged. I can play football and guys really won't take it easy on you because they know you are tough and want them to be rough on you. Guys don't try to protect you and you can carry a knife and its okay.
You can really not give a shit how you look and they dont expect you to look pretty all the time. You can wear shorts and cowgirl boots without people saying she's just following the trends.
i hate feeling girly because I don't like feeling weak. I like to feel strong and independent. I hate showing my emotion unlike a girly girl. I hate getting all dressed up for nothing. I hate that people always expect you to be a proper lady and have manners. I hate that guys are gentle with you when you are. I hate how people try to protect me when I act girly.
I hate how its not okay to carry a knife or to wear jeans. I hate how people make you feel weak and that you can't protect yourself from harm. I hate that you have to live up to peoples expectations. I just hate how it makes me feel.