I've always been very observant since I was little. Whenever I was out with my mom I'd see men with their wife & kids next to them while they were checking out my mom or any other women. I ALWAYS noticed this & it made me mad. I don't know why, I know I should have minded my own business but I was like in 1st grade & all I did was observe. I was really quiet. Then I started observing my dad & trying to catch him doing the same. Rarely did I see him do this. I always noticed when he'd "do things" in the restroom. I'd observe his behavior before &after he came out. When I got older & found out he had a fb account where he would message women. He also had another email I found when I looked on the history, he had forgotten to log out so I Iooked through his emails & I was disgusted by what I read. At that time, my next door neighbors that had moved in were legit pedophiles that would hit on girls my age (14) and younger. So the kids in the neighborhood always watched out for each other. a year later I started getting closer to the people at my church (which my dad had grown up w) I became friends with the two closest to my age (which my dad had actually helped raised for about 7 years before I was born) I was 15, the guy was 22 and his sis was 20. I went everywhere with them& their family. We went camping one summer. He came into my tent one night & we talked, not once did I ever have feelings for him. I just saw him as a friend from church but I guess he didn't. He tried unzipping my pants & started kissing me. I was terrified so I turned the other way, he just spooned me I was disgusted. I didn't like him & that was my first kiss. Later that summer he said he liked me. To this day I still observe people. I can't help it. Im 19. At work older guys hit on me & im disgusted. People get all touchy at work & it makes me extremely uncomfortable. I'll hug people back but sometimes the guys rub my back or touch my waist &
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it freaks me the fuck out. the guy I'm talking to is always liking girls pictures where theyre half naked, which I know is like normal or whatever because guys beat off these types of girls. Im not jealous. Just disgusted.
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