I'm too carefree and I don't know how to stop it?

[Anonymous]

All my friends say i'm carefree and "down for anything" in a positive way but it's actually not a good thing at all. I don't care or stress about things that I really should care about. I don't stress over school, when i fail a test i do feel disappointed for a minute until i move on. I'm still a virgin but i've had lots of hookups with guys i wasn't even dating and I feel no guilt or regret afterwards. No one really knows me that well, including my best friends. I don't trust anyone with my "secrets" or my feelings so I never talk to anyone on that level. I just feel like i'm living for the sake of living, like i'm just trying to make time go by. I'm not passionate about anything and the only people i actually feel love for is my family. Everything else in my life is just temporary including friendships and such...

[NyomiMcClinton]

Tbh I feel this exact same way. I keep personal details about my past out of conversations. I find that people will take that and run with it. Im speaking from experience. I sometimes ask myself why am i living and what do i enjoy. I have a child and I know she needs me in this cruel world. I also just tend to go about my day trying not to get overwhelm with life nor people. But its not easy and it is hard. I do recommend making goals on wanting to do the things that you love. That you give you a sense of peace and hapoiness for yourself instead of you just feeling like you are just living.

[pogicraft]

Just do your best... You have your whole life to find your passions and its always easier to move down any socio economic ladder than up. If you try your best you give yourself more choices later on.

[Anonymous]

you're depressed.. you just haven't been clinically diagnosed. only you can do that. only you can admit to yourself that you are, and that you need help

[YourLucifer]

omg its like looking in a mirror with boobs lmao