Why am I here? I just need to know if my feeling and mind will change and if I’ll ever do anything significant. Anyone?

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I’m a 15 year old black girl. My mother is Caribbean with a bit of Arawak in her. I’m a light brownish skinned. My mother has beautiful dark skin. I have extremely wide, fat shoulders and a skinny lower body. My mother has always been fit and slender, and my sisters are all beautiful. My nose is wide but my lips are small.
I have such a wide face. I have terrible 4c hair, I already have hip dips. I’m so tired of people telling me I’ll change.

Look at every 15 year old girl out there and tell me they aren’t already beautiful. It must be nice to be slim, or at least thick. I have so many blemishes everywhere. I’m so immature I have no identity. All of these boys and girls out here my age are already having sex with each other and stuff, learning, while I’m still stuck.

I don’t know anything about either of my cultures my era as a Gen Z’er. I’m only a teen, it’s supposed to be the best time of my life. But if the rest of my mental and emotional life is going to be worse than this, I’m not sure I want to see that. So, ultimately, my question is, why am I here?
Why am I here? I just need to know if my feeling and mind will change and if I’ll ever do anything significant. Anyone?
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