Alcoholism. I went three and a half years until January, and I've had three "slips" since then. It's a nightmare, for me and all my family. Three weeks now.
Hey there. Keep on fighting. I know what alcoholism does, i've lived with my stephdad for 10 years and he also had an alcoholic problem. Just keep going, you can do this and you're strong! I hope you're okay.
I can only hope. The trust is well & truly gone. She says there's nothing going on between them but if u kissed & nearly had sex there's always going 2 be chemistry there i ain't dumb
I mean after her kicking me out 3 time's. Then she decided 2 persue a relationship whilst still technically married 2 me. Kisses him & says she doesn't want him she wants me. I'm not 2nd best
No but I was the mug for going bk. I had it all planned out. Get settled in a room. Wait for 6 months & try & get a flat with 2 bedrooms. So my kids could stay with me. No i listened 2 her bs
The demons that lurk in my brain come from my time in Vietnam. It's so hard to talk about it with anyone but, like everyone who suffers from their own demons, we think they are insurmountable. My worst is a search and rescue near North Vietnam. We took a small boat up one of the many rivers to a location given us through radio contact. As the S&R specialist, I slipped into the water and swam silently to shore. One on land I had to crawl through jungle foliage that has been sprayed with Agent Orange. About 4 klic's in I found the tunnel he was inside. I have insane claustrophobia, but you do what you have to do, and I crawled inside. I found my charge and pulled him out of the tunnel then rolled him on my back so that I could crawl back out. I wasn't 50 yards on my way back when small arms fire opened up all around me. Mortars dropped within 10 feet, covering us but I had to get him off the land and into the water. One of my Marine escorts heard the commotion and was in full stride firing at whatever moved to protect us. I stood and ran to him then ahead as he covered my ass. We got back to the boat and I loaded that Marine I rescued in it just to find out he had taken several rounds in his back. For me to lose someone that I was that close to saving still haunts me, just as the others I took out of there haunt me. I will not go to the Vietnam wall for a visit with the 58,000 brothers and sisters in arms that are listed there. Too many of them I took out. There isn't a night that goes by that I don't relive at least one rescue.
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Overspending on crap I donβt need. Credit cards are evil
Then maybe just have a bank card or prepaid card
Maybe. Gotta pay this one off first though
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I have power over the evil one he has many names i call him devil and deceiver
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I'm so empty right now, even demons won't possess this empty shell
Don't give up the fight!! I know easier said than done, I get so close to giving up myself and in some ways, maybe I already have π€·πΌββοΈ
Alcoholism. I went three and a half years until January, and I've had three "slips" since then. It's a nightmare, for me and all my family. Three weeks now.
Hey there. Keep on fighting. I know what alcoholism does, i've lived with my stephdad for 10 years and he also had an alcoholic problem. Just keep going, you can do this and you're strong! I hope you're okay.
Lately, the battles have ended. My demons and I are one. A fusion of the best in us all.
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my past, bad relationships, former job, people who burned me
I can relate to a few of those
Addiction. I'm a high functioning drug addict. Just learning to love myself so I can put what's best for myself ahead of whatevers.
Hope you succeed!!
Two actually my badass nieces who knew little girls were evil
ππ wait till they hit the teenage years π±π± lololol
So your saying I should take them out while I have the chanceπ
Hahahaha well didn't say that lmao
So many demons that you might as well call me a Winchester
Well that's not good. Hope things get better for you
Appreciate it. I deal with more by myself than most other people can put together
You're not the only one
Still feels lonely going through it
I know it does πππΌ
Iβve done it for so long but Iβm tired of it
Same here. So I really do know
Iβve put up with too much to still go through all these demons
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Anxiety & Depression. On top of all that a broken down marriage & relationship. Taking each day how it comes
Well I hope things get better for you
I can only hope. The trust is well & truly gone. She says there's nothing going on between them but if u kissed & nearly had sex there's always going 2 be chemistry there i ain't dumb
Chemistry can fizzle out, not that I'm making excuses... Agree, if trust is broken, it's hard if even possible to rebuild
I mean after her kicking me out 3 time's. Then she decided 2 persue a relationship whilst still technically married 2 me. Kisses him & says she doesn't want him she wants me. I'm not 2nd best
Oh yeah, I wouldn't put up with that shit
No but I was the mug for going bk. I had it all planned out. Get settled in a room. Wait for 6 months & try & get a flat with 2 bedrooms. So my kids could stay with me. No i listened 2 her bs
Soo embarrassed but my penis stays hard and like have to jerk off sometimes 4 times a day. Guess there are worse things
I seek a way out from a family that makes me feel like a prisoner in what should be a home.
You'll find out by staying tuned too your local news affiliates.
Depression. Trauma. Anger. Anxiety.
Depression and anxiety, I can definitely relate to right now
Hope you slay them dragons π
Tough old bastards but I try
You as well hon
I hear yah there and thanks ππ€
Too many. Iβm exhausted.
I so hear you there
Failure and confusion.
Hear you on that first one
My gender. Feel I've been robbed all my life. I love women, but they always remind me of my sadness..
Failure. Rejection. Disappointment. Loneliness. Fear. Rage. A desire for death to end the noise in my head.
Mostly laziness and sloth.
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Do you, or have you ever suffered from PTSD?
Me? No why?
The demons that lurk in my brain come from my time in Vietnam. It's so hard to talk about it with anyone but, like everyone who suffers from their own demons, we think they are insurmountable. My worst is a search and rescue near North Vietnam. We took a small boat up one of the many rivers to a location given us through radio contact. As the S&R specialist, I slipped into the water and swam silently to shore. One on land I had to crawl through jungle foliage that has been sprayed with Agent Orange. About 4 klic's in I found the tunnel he was inside. I have insane claustrophobia, but you do what you have to do, and I crawled inside. I found my charge and pulled him out of the tunnel then rolled him on my back so that I could crawl back out. I wasn't 50 yards on my way back when small arms fire opened up all around me. Mortars dropped within 10 feet, covering us but I had to get him off the land and into the water. One of my Marine escorts heard the commotion and was in full stride firing at whatever moved to protect us. I stood and ran to him then ahead as he covered my ass. We got back to the boat and I loaded that Marine I rescued in it just to find out he had taken several rounds in his back. For me to lose someone that I was that close to saving still haunts me, just as the others I took out of there haunt me. I will not go to the Vietnam wall for a visit with the 58,000 brothers and sisters in arms that are listed there. Too many of them I took out. There isn't a night that goes by that I don't relive at least one rescue.
I thank you for your service Sir... And I know people have suffered and gone through worse in life, than what I'm going through right now,