Can someone just shoot me in a blaze of glory? At least then I don't have to spend ages curling in pain and concerned about my dignity. You know, like that.
And if I ever reach that sorta point where I can't even take a shit by myself, and shit my bed, please kill me right then and there. At least save my dignity. At least let me go down like I was when I was young.
I was fucking glorious when I was younger! At least in my own mind. Lemme have that romance. Put me out of my misery now. Do I have to crawl into a war when I'm old enough that you let me die with some dignity? Don't let me ruin my own reputation.
And then these fucking feminists come in saying I'm a victim of toxic masculinity that I have too much pride and dignity that I'd prefer to die than have people cleaning up the shit on my bed when I shit myself. Fuck those types! Do they ever really fight for anything? Like really fight, put themselves on the line? Or do they turn into schoolgirls pleading for help when the building catches on fire? But I can be as weak as them when I'm dying, and that's why I want people to put me out of my misery. Don't let me become like them, weak like them, helpless like them.
also there isa an afterlife, i am hundred percent sure... if seen things in my old house you wouldn't believe if i told you
You are only 13, but your thoughts are very mature But do you have suicidal thoughts?
uhh unfortunately sometimes yes, but try my best not to
Why do you have suicidal thoughts since you are only 13?
school's not been so easy these past 2 years esp due to covid. online school is stressing me out and continuing to mess my brain, its all over the place. i deal with 5 (sometimes 6) hours of classes and then prepping for some stuff which makes it another 1-2 hours with less time for youtube/video games. not just school though. i went through a lot of shit last year like health problems, few tragedies etc. im hoping all of this suffering gonna be over for everyone soon
Do you study well?
not really, I've been a B grader for awhile now, but i try
You are from India. Do your parents discriminate daughter than son?
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You are still young and a woman (women tend to live longer). Relax.
@Gotyounow1 You never know where or when death will come. (Still, God forbid, let the wind take from my mouth.)
Was trying to sooth her.