
- I hate the breaking down and the pain of it. Sometimes I wonder if all the things that I thought proved myself manly like approaching the most dangerous situations, being hospitalized, participating in extreme sports, ever prepared me for just lying down and being in pain until I die. I wonder if I could compose myself on my death bed rather than curling in pain and shouting for help. I hope I can. But for all the things that made me think I'm so hard, I find myself when I'm most injured, most ill, where I wanna be as soft as pudding immediately. But I try not to be. But I really, really, wanna be!Is this still revelant?
Can someone just shoot me in a blaze of glory? At least then I don't have to spend ages curling in pain and concerned about my dignity. You know, like that.
And if I ever reach that sorta point where I can't even take a shit by myself, and shit my bed, please kill me right then and there. At least save my dignity. At least let me go down like I was when I was young.
I was fucking glorious when I was younger! At least in my own mind. Lemme have that romance. Put me out of my misery now. Do I have to crawl into a war when I'm old enough that you let me die with some dignity? Don't let me ruin my own reputation.
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And then these fucking feminists come in saying I'm a victim of toxic masculinity that I have too much pride and dignity that I'd prefer to die than have people cleaning up the shit on my bed when I shit myself. Fuck those types! Do they ever really fight for anything? Like really fight, put themselves on the line? Or do they turn into schoolgirls pleading for help when the building catches on fire? But I can be as weak as them when I'm dying, and that's why I want people to put me out of my misery. Don't let me become like them, weak like them, helpless like them.
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- no, its good because we get a break, imagine never being able to sleep, eventually u will get so tired of being awake u jus wanna be asleep.
death is the same way, u may think now u never wanna die, but trust me when u reach 80 years, you will probably want to be able to sleep forever and never wake up, life is fucking looonnngggg bro, you will get bored of it eventually/
jus ask any old people if they are scared of death, 90 percent of the time they dont care about dying, its only the young who are worried about it, so dont worryIs this still revelant?also there isa an afterlife, i am hundred percent sure... if seen things in my old house you wouldn't believe if i told you
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- i mean there wouldn't be a point frowning over how you're gonna die one day, it's gonna happen at one point and you can't escape it, just gotta enjoy till it lasts.
infact looking at the global situation (covid) sometimes i feel like it's better to die
just my opinion thoIs this still revelant?You are only 13, but your thoughts are very mature
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school's not been so easy these past 2 years esp due to covid. online school is stressing me out and continuing to mess my brain, its all over the place. i deal with 5 (sometimes 6) hours of classes and then prepping for some stuff which makes it another 1-2 hours with less time for youtube/video games. not just school though. i went through a lot of shit last year like health problems, few tragedies etc. im hoping all of this suffering gonna be over for everyone soon
- I think the gods are worse off, even if able to keep youth and vitality. It would all get so old after a while.Is this still revelant?
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1629- Nah I think it's awesomeReact
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- Death is a gift and death is a MUST! you don't want evil people to live forever and you don't want good people who are being abused or taken advantage of to live forever either. Death is a win win situation for everyone.React
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- No, it doesn't "suck" actually. I mean, we all knew right from the very beginning that our lives would one day end, and it's unreasonable to hope or expect otherwise. Everything that has a beginning in time also has an ending. We were born, our lives began, therefore it will end. I don't have a problem with that.React
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- Well it sucks cause we don't know how and when and we also don't know what's next, i'm a believer and i believe in after life but seeing and being somewhere else is totally different than thinking about it while we are here!
Also it sucks cause the people who loves us are going to miss us a lot and they are going to be sad and depressed for sometime but we can do nothing about it, in the end we can always hope that we will meet again someday..ReactLike
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- It’s not scary or strange if you know why we do this it’s a natural cycle that we go through many times for many reasons. Every life is different , and the lessons learned are as well.React
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- What sucks is that you are born in the first place
Some philosophies believe that to be born is to suffer
And you will continue to be reborn until you can escape the cycle
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- I used to think like that till I started remembering my past life’s and skills that I have that took no learning to do like I’m a master at some things that take some people years to do we come back over and over it’s all a cycle of energyReact
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- Yes it does. However there is a chance that some now living will never die. If they survive Armageddon there will be no need for death, and they will have the ability to live forever as long as they serve GodReact
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- Yeah, I think about it almost every day- probably to an unhealthy degreeReact
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- Yes, but it would also suck to be trapped in a declining body forever and at some point one could become weary of life’s challenges.React
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- yes, it is definitely one of the downsides of life. Life is way too short. Just when it gets interesting it is over.React
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- Yes even more is we do not really start to appreciate life until the end!React
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- Yes it does. That's one of the reasons why I think life is nonsensical. I'll never understand that.React
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- No, it doesn't suck. We need to get out of the way so others can be born. If no one died, we'd be out of space in the world very quickly.React
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- Not to me. It sucks people who care about you have to live with it though.React
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- No I think we go to a better place or we get to choose to live in a different form 🤗React
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- Anonymous3 moYeah. It's a very strange cycle. We are born and no matter what we live, we eventually die. I am very afraid of death by the way.React
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- Anonymous3 moI believe after death we experience an other life with an other body in an other world and planet and get to experience a new life😇 I do fear death, but I don’t think it’s rational. I think it’s a fear that religion has drilled into my whole being! And I fight it at every moment! I hope I get to forget about it someday. I actually don’t like to be buried after death. I’d like to be burned or being left outside to the natural elements.React
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- I think it sucks more that we don't know exactly what's next..React
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- It doesn't suck to me. I just hope I'm able to touch lives and leave a good legacy before closing my eyes in death.React
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