Should I just go, back to my old mentality and just say to women who reject me "Forget you?

BubbaSparkx
I plan to return to my old mentality and just be mean to most people, women included, unless I set myself up to go do something stupid, go through something stupid like hit my head into a street and hopefully I will be numb to how anyone talks to me, I want to be like

A career criminal like something off of TV; who is like teflon and can't be touched and has
no feelings, stone cold, no not like Richard Speck nor Al Capone, I could never match them,
But I just don't want to feel anything, I detest feelings, feelings ruin everything. I'd rather be

A dumb, no feeling doofus with a tough attitude, it feels better to reject other people than for them to reject me, I need that right about now. Being the catalyst for a better America that isn't so twisted, I try to defend myself and have someone on here on this platform and others

Outside of it, saying, "They don't need some smug little man telling them, their not good enough." Yeah, I can imagine a pool of tears from me, I don't think I should be putting anymore questions on girls ask guys if I'm just going to get trolled, I shouldn't be on YouTube listening to silly and stupid wrestling channels like BC Amplified and Soap Opera channels like Brock TV. I'm the guy who gets all the insults?

Should I return to my old mentality? It feels far more better for me to be an asshole and a jackass, than to get my feelings hurt for my beliefs, American is a made up Country with made up rules and everything here is just crap, (*fart*) crap. What do you think?
Should I just go, back to my old mentality and just say to women who reject me "Forget you?
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