I'm so shy and my anxiety is so bad I can't even look at people for a millisecond without thinking they must think I'm a weirdo. Like for example when I'm in a club I never know where to look, or on public transport it's horrible. I look everywhere except people
It's hard because I know people literally stare at me, if there's a guy I like in a club and he's staring at me I can feel it but I can never look back at the guy and I just "pretend he doesn't exist" when what I want to happen is literally getting him to come up to me
How can I fix this