My life has slipped, at least you can help me with advice what do I do?

[DsX_Life]

I am a soldier, I am on leave for 10 days. I will leave tomorrow evening. I have no life to go back. I live to breathe. They put me in a mental hospital 2 times, I had court affairs 4 times. I don't know what my problem is I don't have any friends I don't want to, I don't want to have a girlfriend and I don't want it because it's not possible because I fight with everyone even in the military I argue with everyone I'm very grumpy I'm not a man what should I do, I need to change my life it's not like this my financial situation is good but still my life is so bad I'm bored I didn't know the value of my parents, I used to beat and curse even them years ago, thank God, there is no such thing anymore... how is this life, I don't know why everything happened like this... what do you suggest I do if I leave my country? Because there is the recognition side of the job, I stabbed 3 people when I was only 17 years old.

[strateguy632]

use your vacation to go to a relax place like fishing in a stream or lake. or go to beach. look inside yourself to see what annoyed you and caused grumpy?

[DsX_Life]

you must kidding me

[strateguy632]

nope i am serious. why not go fishing?

[LiamJHayden]

That sucks. Why has the branch you are in not had an officer or NCO mentor you on how to productively channel your anger? There should be MTI's or drill instructors/Sgts. specifically for that purpose.

[DsX_Life]

my friend, i live in azerbaijan, because of this situation, they put me in the state mental hospital 2 times.

[shades777]

Take piano lessons, people with the most anguish make the best music

[Anonymous]

It is obvious you need to be in therapy.

[DsX_Life]

therapies etc. they are all fake things money trap they are deceiving people from the age of 12 to 15 my family used to deal with this kind of thing for me

[Iron_Man]

Turn to God

[DsX_Life]

Get out

[Iron_Man]

Don’t be like this

[strateguy632]

to ir, good point, after describing human fail, no excuse to delay god.

[strateguy632]

to ds, content out" you saw human ideas did not help, so try god... which god is not the topic.

[Iron_Man]

@strateguy632 he can help guide you and change your life

[DsX_Life]

the man is telling the truth why don't you stick it in

[Iron_Man]

What?