I am a soldier, I am on leave for 10 days. I will leave tomorrow evening. I have no life to go back. I live to breathe. They put me in a mental hospital 2 times, I had court affairs 4 times. I don't know what my problem is I don't have any friends I don't want to, I don't want to have a girlfriend and I don't want it because it's not possible because I fight with everyone even in the military I argue with everyone I'm very grumpy I'm not a man what should I do, I need to change my life it's not like this my financial situation is good but still my life is so bad I'm bored I didn't know the value of my parents, I used to beat and curse even them years ago, thank God, there is no such thing anymore... how is this life, I don't know why everything happened like this... what do you suggest I do if I leave my country? Because there is the recognition side of the job, I stabbed 3 people when I was only 17 years old.
My life has slipped, at least you can help me with advice what do I do?
