I can't say that i'm really happy, our economics have dropped to hell, i don't have a love life and i'm just living because i'm alive, nothing more but thank god for everything...
Things won't remain the same miss chikky, they will change with time and when they do, i hope that it will be for the best 😌 You're a sweet lady, i hope that you get what you deserve 😊
The past 6 months I've been stuck in a crazy town with crazy people. The biggest challenge I'm facing is publishing book 1 of my book series. I've written 4 novels so far. This series means a lot to me. The story, the characters, what happens to the characters.
Where I'm stuck is not with further story lines, but something inside me keeps telling me to publish. I just write as a hobby, but something inside me keeps telling me this series is going to do more than great. The characters all have fears that always held them back and they struggle with challenges constantly. One character has a sunny disposition, another is a control freak, and one of them is an arsonist who solves problems by starting fires, then there's my goth character Violet, who struggles with depression. Out of all the novels I've written, this one, I just know I've written a gem.
I don't think I have a checking account anymore and I would publish through Amazon. Last year I was homeless, so I'm starting all over from scratch. Everything I owned, my narcissist aunt sold or took when she went on the run.
I feel like a failure at times and feel like I've never accomplished anything in my life, and I worry if I did publish any of my novels, especially my series, it's going to fail. but yeah, those are my struggles in a nutshell!
I’m trying to regain my happiness. I’m at a place where my work isn’t paying me enough to live and I’m at a cross roads between trying government aid, or taking on a second job knowing that it will be something that triggers my worst self because of the stress of it all. I’m tired, I’m frustrated, I’m sad and miss the life I had before
I ride a motorcycle now so I don't know about happiness because I know how serious these roads are and the idiot drivers but it's inspirational to go out and hit the road. You also have to give respect to the road and you have to get it back but for that to having you have to earn it as well as demanded from other drivers.
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Yup my wife and I are very happy expecting our 2md child soon. But pregnancy hormones are driving her crazy and often in a good sexy way.
She loves to be around women more and between Thier legs when pregnant our friends with benefits moved away so we are looking for someone new.
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Any one want to try an open marriage relationship?
@Cuminginside the secret is that this is not for most and you both have to not be jealous and locked in. Most try it for fun or one is not secure and it comes apart!
@bros26 stupid depression that turned into postnatal depression. Massive falling out with certain family over what they did to me. Being a single mum with no support and very little help, and basically not being able to sleep much, and being lucky if I get to eat even one meal a day. So i am essentially straving and losing weight, because it seems whenever I want to eat my baby decides she wants her bottle, or that she is going to cry until I pick her up and hold her and even then sometimes she still continues to cry while I am holding her. Bubs won't sleep unless she is in my arms, or I lay down next to her. The moment I put her down to sleep on her own she wakes up immediately afterwards and cries until I hold her again. The list goes on
@bros26 I love my baby. I just wish her dad didn't abandon her and that I had even a little bit of help, just to watch bubs for short periods of time so I can eat, especially cook something. Sometimes I can't even shower because I can't leave her alone and the steam in the bathroom when I have a shower freaks her out.
@Cuminginside for a number of years I had been dealing with unresolved trauma and other things. He wanted me to get help, but I didn't because I had been burned by the mental health team so I struggled to trust anyone who worked in the system. Over time we would have arguments because I didn't trust him or believe him. I couldn't let go of the past. Right around the time I found out I was pregnant he informed me I had been emotionally and verbally abusing him. I was blinded and couldn't see what I was doing and in the end he told me he hated me and he didn't want me in his life. In the process it cost my baby any chance of her being able to have her dad in her life because he said being around her will remind him of what I had put him through.
I've been trying since I was pregnant to get help but doctors just kept putting shit down to pregnancy hormones and now when I am basically begging for help I am finding I am constantly having my patient confidentiality breeched or the counsellor expects me to just get over something after one session. I am a shit person
@Cuminginside deep down I feel no, but I really don't know. He refused to even tell his parents about me being pregnant and he still refuses to tell them they have a grand baby who will likely be their only grandchild, because he is an only child about to turn 40 and his parents are in their late 60's with a lot of health issues. I did absolutely nothing wrong when it comes to his parents.
@Cuminginside I had a falling out with my sisters. I won't ever allow them around my baby ever. My sister took back a gift she had given to my baby. She even tried to have me and my baby kicked out of our home and make me and my baby homeless and she even kept contacting child protection trying to have them take my baby off me. It got to the point where they have had to put boundaries in place with my sister because she is wasting their time. Right now she is accusing me of stealing dad's money when Dad used the money to buy his phone and to pay for 2 car services on his car. My sister can be abusive. Her own 8 year old daughter has a disability and she smacks her daughter who is just wanting to go outside because she is kept indoors all of the time. The girl is a good kid yet my sister mistreats her.
I have no idea why he refuses to tell his parents they have a granddaughter. I did write them a letter while I was pregnant to let them know but he got a hold of the letter so his parents never received it.
@Cuminginside I'm basically taking care of my baby with no support and completely on my own. Sometimes it goes through my mind if my baby is better off being put up for adoption. On top of struggling with my mental health. I do struggle at times to take care of her. It's also absolute bullcrap the shit my sisters have done and the fact she is trying to get me and my baby kicked out of my home
@Cuminginside I hope that will happen for me and my baby. I'm on the wait list to move into another property so hopefully something come about in the next few months.
Are you on the East Coast or on the West Coast some health insurance plans have people that can check up on you now I'm not going to say it's an efficient process because it's usually not like hit and miss but you may want to check into that.
@Cuminginside Thank you I'm from Australia. My issue is finding someone who won't breech my privacy or threaten to call the cops on me if I miss their call. I honestly keep having my privacy breeched or they threaten to call the cops Claiming i am trying to take my life, because I've missed their call, even if they are calling me at 8pm on a Sunday and they know very well I have a baby under 4 months old. The mental health system in Australia is BS
@Cuminginside nah but I do have one sister who assaulted me and even sent me messages making threats towards me. While my other sister has been wasting child protection time and trying to get me and my baby kicked out of our home and have us homeless.
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