Do you ever feel like the things you’ve gained or achieved came down to luck, while the things you truly need always seem out of reach?

[Anonymous]

I got everything that is asked by society and parents.
I was a shitty student, failed school, but got good in my diploma, and I peaked in the 3rd year of my Batchlors.
And I got a campus placement, with the highest package.
And I still feel that it was just luck or something.
I don't think I am that smart or good enough for what I earned.
I did some hard work but that was to get love, find love and actually my heart was recently broken 💔, my friend chose someone else in place of me. So I became like if I got the best job maybe she would come back.
Apart from that I also moved out of my country leaving that job, after 2 years in it, for MSc in computer science.
I have been searching for love from the age of 14. There is one thing on my part I was shy.

[Nikki1989]

Very rarely. People that work hard are usually rewarded.

[Asker]

In theory somewhere that is true.
But in reality, it depends on your personality, how you dress, how you look, how you interact with people!
It's not a fair point.
I have seen the dumbest dude getting the most money and women.
And I have seen the smartest people killing themselves.
I think it's a good point but not as much.

[AngryCarl3]

A friend of mine once told me that if you don't know where you're going, any road will take you there.

[Asker]

True , in the current condition yess

[Abbycado]

Of course

[Anonymous]

Stop the insecure rant

[Asker]

Ya maybe one day I will😅😆.
But currently I can't stop thinking about it. As I have completed yet one more achievement in my life but not the one I truly desired.
It's not going to be easy tho stop this rant or sadness. Because it stems from something I desperately need.
"Love"

[Anonymous]

Sometimes.