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A Profile of an Eternally Single Woman

A Profile of an Eternally Single Woman

I have been feeling lonely lately. I feel I need to be with a man to fill the enormous emotional gap I have. I am not desperate, but I can't hide that I feel singled out by destiny.

I am a moderately attractive woman, I am always told I am 'cute'. I am 33, well educated and with a good paying job (which stresses me out). I know this is not really important in dating; I am just trying to give you a profile of myself.

Now comes the downside: I have always been unlucky in relationships. It's always been that I am either not noticed by guys or I am noticed by the wrong guys. I am also a shy woman, especially bad at flirting. I tried online dating for many times, but it turned out to be a complete waste of time.

Anyways, those who notice me mostly fall in these categories:

1. The bad boys with muscles and posh cars
2. The guys who are after my money, although I am not rich.
3. The uneducated guys who have completely different interests

My longest relationship lasted less than a year. It was my last one. I broke up with him because ge was not mature enough.

Now, at 33, things are getting more and more complicated. I can't find a guy at all, let alone a suitable one.

I am not pressuring myself to find this guy, but , like any woman, I need love. Unfortunately, this seems a very unattainable dream for. What really makes things worse for me now is that I live in another country, and there are a lot of of cultural and linguistic barriers. People here do not speak other languages, so guys definitely feel unconfident approaching me.

I feel jealous and really bad when I see other people in love, but soon I tell myself it's not right to feel so because it's destiny.

I really hope my loneliness ends soon.

A Profile of an Eternally Single Woman
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