We were together and in that moment I felt good.
Felt like I belonged.
I felt loved. So purely and unconditionally.
I gazed at you and I felt like I had made the right decision. I had never been so happy in my life.
I felt at peace because I knew that I was with the right person.
I was searching for this confirmation. I just could not allow myself to give you everything you needed until I had that confirmation from above.
Sit back and enjoy the ride.
I don't have to plan dates or text you first because I know you got me. I don't have to initiate or tell you to do things because you're a man. You can do it on your own. You can think of how to make things come together. I don't have to steer the ship anymore. And it's gonna take me a while to adjust to that.
I'm Allowed To Be A Woman
In my home, I was expected to bring the trash bins inside. I was the handy repairman for all things electronic. I had to carry the groceries from the car to indoors. There was no father to carry the weight in the home. Now I'm allowed to be a woman. You have already begun opening doors for me and helping me do things. Things that I never asked for help with but you go out of your way and it makes my life so MUCH easier.
For The First Time I Feel Loved By A Man
And he touched me from the inside out.