I was guilty of being in love with an alcoholic..I made excuses for him and wasted over a year of my life. He would black out and say and do things that were messed up. Kicked me out of his house late at night once for a stupid reason. He had a tantrum, and says everyone is getting out! Including me..I forgave him. He still continued to have drunk incidents where he couldn’t even get undressed, etc...Last two months I was supporting a healthy lifestyle where we would work out, no drinking at all until the weekend, etc..but I now realize that he can’t drink at all...i went to a party with him this weekend at his family house..he showed up blasted..then tells me he is leaving to hang around his boys and he is protecting me by sending me home..only to find out his “friends” wanted to do some hard core drugs and I can’t be around..I don’t know what took place and I’m not interested in knowing..He sent me an apology in the form of music vids...really??! He always made me feel like I’m at fault or overreactingI was guilty of being in love with an alcoholic..I made excuses for him and wasted over a year of my life. He would black out and say and do things that were messed up. Kicked me out of his house late at night once for a stupid reason. He had a tantrum, and says everyone is getting out! Including me..I forgave him. He still continued to have drunk incidents where he couldn’t even get undressed, etc...Last two months I was supporting a healthy lifestyle where we would work out, no drinking at all until the weekend, etc..but I now realize that he can’t drink at all...i went to a party with him this weekend at his family house..he showed up blasted..then tells me he is leaving to hang around his boys and he is protecting me by sendi me home..only to find out his “family” wanted to do some hard core drugs and I can’t be around..I don’t know what took place and I’m not interested. He sent me an apology in the form of music vids...really??! He always made me feel like I’m at fault or overreacting etc so basically gaslighting. So I have to be strong enough to say F this, I deserve better and I’m not putting up with your shit..he didn’t give two shits about me when I was having anxiety over him ditching me..so I don’t feel sorry for him at all..he screwed it up not me. etc so basically gaslighting. So I have to be strong enough to say F this, I deserve better and I’m not putting up with your shit..he didn’t give two shits about me when I was having anxiety over him ditching me..so I don’t feel sorry for him at all..he screwed it up not me.
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