When Love Turns to Hate

[DizzyDesii]

Well I don’t actually hate anyone... Just the things that we’ve done... It turns from games to lame til its just no longer fun... They say love is a battlefield but whats a war thats never won? 🎶

And what wasn't won was just something to lose... I hated that I gave second chances to a few... I hated being pressured/forced to do things I didn’t want to do... I hated being cheated on by this one dude... I hated that at one point I probably emotionally cheated so that makes me bad too... 🎶

Its not cool and I hate that I self sabotage sometimes as a way to escape... I hate that I can’t always finish what I start and leave leftovers on the plate... I hate when someone texts back way way too late.... I hate when people can’t prioritize and at the last minute decide to cancel a date... Its like I don’t fear death but what is fate... 🎶

So let me set the record straight... I hate when they’re one one way around you and another way with friends, so I call that hella fake... I hate when they are indecisive but at least the decision becomes mine to make... So maybe I don’t hate everything because that part is actually pretty great. 🎶

Had a freestyle moment. Lmao anyways, Man I freakin love this song because the flow of it reminds me of early 2000s songs by several pop rock bands...

So what about you? Whats some things you hated about your past relationships?

#FeelFreeToList #PoeticJustice

[Anonymous]

I hated being cheated on. It's happened to me with two different girls in what I thought were solid relationships, and that took a big toll on my soul and my confidence.

What have I learned? That I need to trust my instincts and to recognize early signs of problems.

I learned that a person's past is a good indication of who and what they are. People don't usually change.

I learned that what a person does in not as important as why they do it, because the "why" is a better indication of why they are as a person.

[Opinion Owner]

is* not as important

[Opinion Owner]

Love the rap by the way

[DizzyDesii]

Yes i still struggle to trust my gut and red flags but at least i no longer feel like i owe anyone anything. I just leave now. And thank you for liking the rap haha

[Opinion Owner]

Thanks for MHO Ms Desii

[RavVid]

You have been quite poetic and have encapsulated a lot that has gone wrong for most of us.

I think what I have hated most is maybe what you have called leftovers. Not sure if we have the same meaning though.

There have been times I have grieved for what might have been.

When I could see myself as being good for a girl if she had given me permission to be so and I could see her being good for me.

Like a high five where the two hands completely miss.

[DizzyDesii]

Well in this poem i meant actual food leftovers lol. But in terms of relationships, that would be dating someone your friend used to date

[RavVid]

Hmmh. I was interpreting as something left on the relationship table. Not dated someone a friend dated once.

[DizzyDesii]

Ahhh thats a new perspective

[Guy13]

Try not to second guess yourself into immobility. Sorry to hear about the bumps. Damned if we do and damned if we don't... no damn way out of it !!

[DizzyDesii]

Thank you. I believe i wrote that a year or two ago

[Guy13]

Well, there's a sign of good work. Hit home with me...

[DizzyDesii]

Aww that made me smile

[ohsheeT]

I kind of sounds like we were in the same relationship LOL

You start a new relationship and within a week week and a half like you're walking on air there's nothing that can go wrong everything is just so good and probably about 6 or 7 days into it you start talking to yourself and reconfirming how much you really like this person and then you tell yourself I think I'm in love

But then there's that moment and you have to be honest with yourself and say so if it doesn't work out it's going to break your heart

And of course you're walking it on air there's nothing going to phase you you tell yourself you can get through anything you have to look in a deeper and you have to let yourself know everything that makes you like her so much and then you have to man up and tell yourself look if something goes wrong we started out as friends we're going to end it as friends no matter what that's my choice that's what I will do

And after the third year you're kind of going I can't believe we haven't even had an argument yet and you're still walking on air that's a beautiful moment

And then there's sometimes where you think to yourself why does she have to lie to me about something so stupid why is she even lying in the first place and the first lie of the relationship changes everything everything starts going downhill from there it might take some time but but it changes everything because now you think everything she says is a lie or vice versa even everything he says is alive and then there's always a comeback answer with an attitude because when are the others still pissed off hasn't forgiven if you cannot forgive then you need to get out of the relationship because that's when love turns to hate

For me when things change or if I change I need to reevaluate everything and once again you have to be honest with yourself and ask yourself the tough easy questions do you really love her do you really like her and why she do what she did we'll see you again will she lied to you will you lie to her for me trying to stick it out doesn't do me any good it doesn't do her any good not unless there's forgiveness if there's no forgiveness then there's no relationship that just means it because everyone every other day is going to have an attitude or be snotty or pissy about something and it's just not right

So of course if you can't forgive you might as well walk away because whether it's one day another 6 months somebody's going to be walking away sooner than later and why put each other I am still friends with probably 75% of the girls that I dated or went out with I was in a relationship with kind of like when your car breaks down you can either to put the time and the money in the effort into it to fix it or just dump it and go get another one but if you try to fix it and it doesn't help itself and things just keep falling apart and breaking you might as well just walk away from it because otherwise you're going to be miserable and who has time for that

[DizzyDesii]

Well the poem is a mix of several past relationships

[ohsheeT]

Yeah your relationship to are a little bit more scoring than I am but I can feel you as if I was you or vice versa I should write a poem LOL

[exitseven]

I hated all the games. I never could really believe in my heart that somebody really loved me. Even when they said it I just thought they did not mean it. I watched other people have relationships that seemed genuine. I finally found somebody who I just knew was genuine and would not screw me over just because she could.

[DizzyDesii]

Im glad you finally found a good one

[monkeynutts]

Your still a tiny Tot. If it's any conciliation it gets easier, or you just start focusing all your attention on yourself self improvement, and your goals. When you are young it seems like nothing ever works out the way you want it, but it should be easy, he should casually call you after work, find out how your day was, what you feel comfortable with. Seriously you have to let the difficult ones go. Because life is too short to spend time procrastinating.

[DizzyDesii]

You’re right and i have. I was actually happy when freestyling this. I just randomly thought of it because that song keeps coming on the tv

[monkeynutts]

Kate Bush's running to the hills. ?

[DizzyDesii]

Huh?

[monkeynutts]

The song is it Kate Bush?

[DizzyDesii]

Click the song above

[monkeynutts]

Ok sorry some reason YouTube is not supported on gag for me, I think it's a legality.

[DizzyDesii]

Its Leah Kate 10 Things I Hate

[monkeynutts]

Yeah she's cute, I liked the song.

[DizzyDesii]

My poem above is similar

[monkeynutts]

Hate leaving left overs on the plate. That's gold. Yeah I left a few ladies slightly chewed, in a difficult state. Haha.

[DizzyDesii]

Lol i actually didn't mean anything by thhe leftovers thing 😂 someone else thought the same haha

[monkeynutts]

Yeah it was funny, we often call it sloppy seconds.

[DizzyDesii]

Yea I've used lefotvers and sloppy seconds in that exact way but in the poem i just meant literal food lol

[Tiemw9394]

Nice poem! I have made bad choices like chosing my ex. I already knew we didn't have enough in common. But I put my feelings first. And they got hurt the most in the end.

[DizzyDesii]

Yes ima try to stick to my standards cause settling ain't it

[loveslongnails]

If you've ever really loved someone, you don't end up hating them no matter what they do or who they've become, do you? Must not have been love at all.

[DizzyDesii]

And you clearly didn't read it because i said i dont actually hate anyone

[loveslongnails]

I wasn't addressing you personally - it's a general statement about love and hate as I see it, darlin'. :)

[humanearth]

I hate being lied to from our own government

[Th3ft]

This is great! I love how good it sounds! And I’m sorry people suck!

[DizzyDesii]

Thank you and nah its just a random rap putting together anbunch of past shit :)

[Th3ft]

Yeah! And it may not be your favorite but it was still Freaking awesome! 😊🙃

[Cheerfull009]

When you keep doubtful and suspecious about each other

[MannyFrs]

this song is better

https://www.youtube.com/embed/3w80DFQoLHg

[boobliker]

get out quick and don't look back! but never forget it!!!

[DizzyDesii]

Right on

[Sparkie460]

I never hated anyone I dated. We always split on good terms.

[DizzyDesii]

I dont hate anyone either hence the fckin poem

[innerman]

If life was perfect, earth would have been a terrible place to live

[DizzyDesii]

To you

[innerman]

God created the earth before adam, like God knew they will fuck up and he’d send them to this shit’hole.

Where exactly where we were ment to be 😂😂

[Jerre]

I have never hated anyone and I’m sure they would say the same thing about me.

[DizzyDesii]

And I’m pretty sure i said the same above but no one reads these days

[Zolly99999]

Every girlfriend I ever had cheated on me. . so I gave up on relationships..

[DizzyDesii]

Damn dont give up man

[Zolly99999]

I figured if every girlfriend cheated then I'm the problem.. so why go through that again.

[DizzyDesii]

Maybe you got a certain type. Just choose better

[Zolly99999]

Actually.. those girls picked me up.. hmmm

[DizzyDesii]

Oh then you gotta learn to run lol

[Zolly99999]

And all of them were smoking hot.. I will say I have since learned to read personalities.

[DizzyDesii]

Ahh the old thinking with the wrong brain

[Zolly99999]

Haha definitely...

[lpoots]

hate is a passion that is closer than love will ever be

[DizzyDesii]

Mmmm I don't know

[computer_nerd]

first step is knowing what to do so you won't do ti again your learning thats a big step

[Anonymous]

Hate is such a strong word. Could use the word despise

[DizzyDesii]

Did you even read it

[Literalbillionaire17]

Bars bars bars 📶

[DizzyDesii]

I try I try haha

[LovingLoverReturned]

That was a pretty good poem. 🙂

[DizzyDesii]

Thank you