It wasn’t intend to start with. No.1 girlfriend wanted to take a break from us after COVID19 took her grandfather. So I give her a space. I haven’t heard a thing from her for weeks. I sent her but she doesn’t respond even through she read them. I give up on her and move on. I went hang out with friends for everyday instead. It beat stuck at home during stupid pandemic. Anyway, We were get drunk and high and next thing I know that I’ve slept with a girl. It was unexpected turn of event. After she couldn’t stop contact me. Like “let’s get high again” “let’s skate together again” etc She’d really crazy about me. I thought it won’t hurt to start a relationship with her. We are happy — hell, I’m very happy with her.
Two weeks ago, first girlfriend who ghosted me just contacted me again and says that she want to see me ASAP. It was out of the blue. The part of me wanted to see her as well. I remember I offered her that I will be there for her whenever she need me. I can’t tell my second girlfriend about her because I still hadn’t tell her anything yet. So I came up with a white lie and tell her that I had to go help my dad with garage. I visited her house. I was listening about what she goes through and give her a comfort. She bring up that she want to resume our relationship from where we left off. I didn’t see it come and I tried to think something to say instead of hesitant so I immediately agree with her. Wtf? Serious? She start to kiss me and I kiss her back. We end up to make a love. Part of me feel guilty but other part that I’m glad to be back with her.
So I have two girlfriends at the moment. It wasn’t easy to manage this way than movies! I have to get rid of one. I have a hard time to pick one to go as I hate to break one’s heart! So what should I do? How can I get out?
Two weeks ago, first girlfriend who ghosted me just contacted me again and says that she want to see me ASAP. It was out of the blue. The part of me wanted to see her as well. I remember I offered her that I will be there for her whenever she need me. I can’t tell my second girlfriend about her because I still hadn’t tell her anything yet. So I came up with a white lie and tell her that I had to go help my dad with garage. I visited her house. I was listening about what she goes through and give her a comfort. She bring up that she want to resume our relationship from where we left off. I didn’t see it come and I tried to think something to say instead of hesitant so I immediately agree with her. Wtf? Serious? She start to kiss me and I kiss her back. We end up to make a love. Part of me feel guilty but other part that I’m glad to be back with her.
So I have two girlfriends at the moment. It wasn’t easy to manage this way than movies! I have to get rid of one. I have a hard time to pick one to go as I hate to break one’s heart! So what should I do? How can I get out?
