But I can't help but notice the fact that the more I try to please others and think about others happiness instead of mine, I don't really go anywhere with them. In fact, I notice that my kindness pulls them away.
Meanwhile my sister who doesn't even like people, keeps a small strict social circle and never had to ask men out because they always threw themselves at her. I've never had a guy do anything for me, especially after they've known me for a while.
People say I'm nice but that's about it. I get told I'm fake a lot. It's really starting to get under my skin.
That's why I'm starting to consider doing some changes to myself.