How do I bear being the last one standing?

Last night, I confirmed I am the last one out of my four former childhood friends to be unmarried and childless. I saw my old friend Nick's wedding registry from last year.

I have been really depressed about it. I can't seem to shake it out of my mind. Not only am I single, but I have also never had a real relationship before.

I have been asking myself today, is this God's plan for me to be single? Is this a burden I will have to bear the rest of my life?

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Here is my YouTube video discussing this:
youtu. be/0u1OqoSueMY
How do I bear being the last one standing?
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