Ending an affair?

I’m in the middle of a 6 year affair with a guy I’ve known over 15 years. We are both married with children, we have been having sex the past 2 years. I am fully in love, I would never leave my husband, I love him too. He loves his wife, although I’m not sure he loves me. Lately I’ve been thinking of calling it off, purely becus of my own feelings and me falling more and more in love with him. Has anyone ended an affair successfully? I’ve tried before but within a few weeks we are back in contact. It feels almost like an addiction, I feel sick, I can’t sleep, I can’t eat, I can’t concentrate and I know that will eventually pass but it’s torture. Looking to speak to people who have been in this position, not people cheated on or people who haven’t even been in a long term relationship. Yes I’m aware I’m wrong, he’s wrong, we are wrong. I’ll let god judge me when I get there.

Ending an affair?
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