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I miss my ex and want to make things right. But how?

My ex and I were childhood sweethearts. It was me who chased her but when she returned 5 years later, I acted like strangers. Somewhere deep I was scared of her rejection. She gave me every instance to love her and I ignored and dismissed her and her love. Even laughed at it.

She connected with my friends to know what happened to me that I forgot her. It was a privacy violation for me. Though I didn't say, I decided to cut her out of my life.

Years later we met and she didn't talk.

Months later we talked. I repeatedly asked her if she has a boyfriend. She didn't reply. And then we met again, she talked but wasn't interested in me or what I have to say.

And then she met me again for the third time, as she exited her shopping spree, but she didn't bother to call me despite seeing me and just walked away. I knew I didn't hold the same position I did before. Then I became the jerk again and made fun of her mental stability and called her not normal (as befriending my friends didn't sound normal to me).

Now every minute I miss her. I miss how she made me feel a better man, someone who is worth of love and admiration. But every minute of my life, I am constantly reminded of her absence.

Strange enough she is now working in my office in the nearest seat. But I fail to catch her glance at me or even get those beautiful smiles.

I miss my ex and want to make things right. But how?
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