My Girlfriend went to the mental hospital.

BadGrim
well first I must say she has a past of mental depression and has been hospialized before, but first things first we had a fight on sat it was my last weekend before starting my job and I wanted to spend time with her but her friend called and wanted to go out for drinks with her, she told her after the movie, but as we where walking out to the car she said "so are you going to the movie alone" I said "i thought I was going with you" then I got mad and said " are you going with me or am I dropping you off" she said " I can drive myself" so she went out with her friends and I went bowling with my friends, we both get home about 2am and I got by pillow and blanket and went to sleep on the couch, she started crying and saying she wanted me to sleep in bed.

i told her I felt unloved and like I'm the only one that cares about the other person in this relationship. she started crying more and more and said she did love me so much and she was sorry I said sorry we went to bed together after this fight made up even went to see the movie on sun had a good time even made love before going to bed,

the next day she don't come home from work and I get a call about 10pm its her says she's in a mental hospital. it was to late for me to go see her, she said she loved me and I told her I loved her, I may have sounded cold on the phone because I don't know how to act I was never in this situation before, I love this woman with all my heart, I go see her today and she seems cold to me I mean I even had to ask her for a hug I don't know if its the meds she's on or if it was because her mother and sister where there but she seemed cold I hugged her kissed her and said I love you she said it back,

as I was leaveing I told her mother I don't know how to act I never had to deal with this before, she said I need to be there for her give her space but be there to support her, I don't know what she said to them or the doc but hearing her mother say that made me feel like it was my fault she was in there, tho she was in a mental hospital in the past due to depression. I feel like sh*t because I feel like I was the reason she went there, I mean sure we fight like in any relationship,

im just wondering when she gets out will she still love me, will her meds change who she is or her feelings for me,. she has never walked right past me in the room like that without not one touch. it was almost as if I wasn't there, I love this woman with all my heart and she seemed fine the day before, my mind is f***ed I feel like down and depressed myself, I just don't know what to do or how to feel. I don't wanna lose her.
My Girlfriend went to the mental hospital.
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