Polls: Relationships

Sorry GAG doesn't have an edit button which is crazy I know so I am posting a third time but this time it's correct with a poll. So sorry GAG.. this is not a hostile act. I just want an edit button like everyone else but this is all we got so here we go.

happy Friday

There is this girl I just started talking to. She is 18 and never had a boyfriend. Although, she does have male friends she is close to, one of which she had feelings for.

The thing is, I seek a woman who has never had her first love or romantic bonds with a guy before. Yes, she may never had a boyfriend before, but she was close to a guy and had feelings for him. It bothers me.

What if a woman could reunite with someone from her youth and it be a sweeter, more desirable outcome? Maybe not now, but later in life. Even if she chooses to be with me anyways, it still hurts to know that sweeter outcome exists.

My girlfriend Jocelyn does favours for me even though I tell her not to. The reason I tell her not to is because I feel she does these things for the wrong reason. For example, Jocelyn cooks for even after I’ve told her multiple times not to. She says she does it because she wants me to keep my muscular physic. And that If I stopped working out and got fat she’d leave me.

Jocelyn also a bunch of male friends and it makes me uncomfortable. I know these guys wanna sex with her, she even admitted it. I told her numerous times how I feel. She told me that she’s every guy’s fantasy and I’m just insecure. After having numerous fights over the male friends Jocelyn finally said to me “I’ll stop hanging out with guys, since you’re so jealous”.

For the last 3 weeks things were good. She was telling to come over almost every day, constantly telling me she’s happy, how I’m the one etc. Then 2 days ago everything fell apart. She asked me to walk across the street and buy her food and I accidentally bought her the wrong thing.

She was very angry, and I apologized and told her I’m going back to get the right order. She told me she was too mad to eat and not to bother. Then she started complaining she’s been unhappy with the relationship and starts saying telling me I’m lazy and don’t care about her. I asked her why she’d say such a thing.

Jocelyn starts complaining that I don’t know what she wants, and when she wants it. That I don’t pay attention to her needs. And that she shouldn’t have to ask me to do things for her, I should just know. With that being said haven’t spoken to her in 2 days.

I have been rather depressed, stressed, and engulfed in fear over these past several years. It has consumed me and has weighed heavily on my shoulders for a very long time.

I am 27 and never had a real girlfriend before. My wish is to have a woman who has never had her first love before. I seek one that has never formed romantic bonds with guys before me. I seek a woman that has not only never made love with a guy before, but also one that is also a virgin in her heart, meaning she has not been in love with a guy, especially during her youth (like college age or younger).

I found an 18 year old girl like that last year. She was a devout Catholic, sheltered, and was homeschooled her entire life. She never had a male friend before she met me. Sadly, when I went to meet her for the first time in person, she told me I wasn't her type. I was crushed.