
During a low key vacation one day, early in the morning, I dreamed about a female religious leader I had always harboured hostility to cause I thought she was too sinful and flawed to qualify for pastoral labour:
In my dream, she was told she would be betrayed by her friends over and over again as a test from God.
And I was told I would go through long periods of hunger before being able to eat regular meals again.
God was referring to spiritual and mental and psychological hunger, and he was not referring to physical hunger.
I am not sure when the hunger started, it could have been as early as 2009 or 2010 but I know that in 2012 I began to feel morally impoverished inside and something in my mind felt deprived and after 2017 or 2018, the deprivation got intense, and in 2020 and 2021 it was affecting me multiple times a week that I felt weary and than in 2022 of May, the mental hunger began to fade away.
And I realize the hunger was that my inner person wanted to connect with God but my heart did not want to obey God and my mind did not know how to obey God, and now that my obedience is increasing the hunger is disappearing. Because the bible says you will be fully content and satisfied if you obey God.
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