How do you know whether it’s God’s will for you to remain single or to marry?

I feel like I’d rather be married than single, but that I could live contentedly either way. I struggle not with most sins, as life and faith in God has beaten them out of me over time. I have one that I really struggle with. I have a relatively low sex drive, as in I only think about sex once a week. But it gets so bad that I can’t sleep and I just itch down there; and ache until I satisfy the urges myself. Each time I sincerely apologise to God for my sin, but I do struggle a little bit with lust. I also look at men when I’m on dates or working and feel lust for attractive men and get crushes. I’m also concerned with looking nice, whereas I noticed my friends wanting to stay single don’t have these feelings in their bodies or thoughts. What am I being called for? Single or married life?

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I’m not mocking religion, or sexuality or trying to be perverted. I don’t know how to know which gift I’m meant to have, the gift of singleness or marriage. All I know is I struggle with the sin of lust.
How do you know whether it’s God’s will for you to remain single or to marry?
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