What is one of your biggest questions as a Christian?

One of mine was whether I should respect people who do not respect me, cause my parents disrespect me over 80 times an hour whenever we are in the same room together and talking for 20 minutes or so.

A lot of people think I lie about my parents abusing me cause they do not know why I am so confident if I have parents who constantly criticize me and put me down, and the reason I am so confident is that I went through severe problems and dangers that made me brave against human beings, to the point you could point a guy at my head and I would not be afraid. I had 3 problems that were more painful than starving to death and those 3 problems are why I no longer fear human beings.

I am scared of airplanes but if a serial killer tried to murder me, I would have no fear whatsoever.

Because the bible says mature Christians are not afraid of human beings, but they are afraid of God.

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So two of those problems were different types of epileptic seizures I had.

In one type, I felt like my stomach and brain was being dipped in sulphuric acid and ten thousand voices were screaming in my head. In another epileptic seizure I had, I felt like everybody in my body was being crushed and ground into powder at the same time, that was over 10 times more painful than the other painful seizures I had.
What is one of your biggest questions as a Christian?
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